todays horoscope: The sky is the limit, so go for it, dear Gemini. Matters regarding money and luck are in your favor despite what your romantic partner may have you believe. Indecisiveness on your part may cause frustration in a romantic situation but don't let this hold you back from the huge period of wealth and prosperity that awaits you. This is a time to expand and go beyond your limits, not a time to feel hindered and restricted by others.

cooool horoscope. krystina just called she has news but yea. she cant go online. whatever. back to the horoscope ~ indecisive -- haha DUH thats me. thats probably the only word that could ever perfectly describe me. either that or duck -- haha kristi and kristin kept calling me that at work tonight. *i NOT A DUCK* lol lauren... remember that? stupid kids. grr....

whoa tiger, whoaaaaa. kristin kept saying that at work. shes nuts. now im gonna end up saying it. AH i hate when that happens.

everyone is taking your mom from me. not that i made it up but i have been saying it non stop pretty much since um SUMMER... like last june. almost a year. i brought it back from the dead because my step sister started saying it during vay-kay to north carolina for the family reunion and after a week of hearing nothing but YOUR MOM i started to say it myself and i never really stopped.

i have had the best song EVER stuck in my head all day. duh, its a never heard of it song. i really think they are alcoholics -- first the tequila song now this one. it goes something like this ... *i drink, malt liquor when im bored, go down to the store -- with my ID im 24 whoooaaa* its a great song. its been stuck in my head forever.

holy shit i almost killed kevin today. seriously. i went and stompped on his foot with my big ol shoe cause i was SO MAD all i wanted to do was hit him but i thought that unproper. especially since the teacher was sitting right there. but mrs. cafaro loves me and she hates him and she sees what i go through with him so she most likely would have looked the other way and not reported me. but i wasnt willing to take the chance. he had sandals on though so i know i hurt him. he just cant be nice. i dont even wanna get into why he pissed me off cause i will probably end up throwing something and my guitar is closest to me right now and i dont wanna throw that so i will control my anger and bite my tongue and move on... next subject.

joey head butted brigette today. RIGHT in her forehead. she had the biggest bump this morning and i felt so bad for her. she came running up to me this morning and i was like *awww that looks painful* and in 3rd hour she had ice. it was all swollen and red. she told everyone that she ran into a locker... personally i would rather have people think i was head butted than that i ran into a locker. oh well whatever floats your boat, right?

in 5th hour i had a deep moment. yes, ME -- a deep moment. it does happen ya know. ;) not often but it does occur and most of the time at least oppurtune times... like today. i was lucky i got away from joe, brian and mike long enough to write it down. oh i also got my first participation point in 5th hour today. this kid kept guessing wrong at the meaning of some word and i got so mad that i screamed it out cause he just kept guessing and guessing and i was like *AHHHHH you moron!!!!!!* only i really didnt say that cause im nice. but yea. it was a great moment. my 1st participation point... im moving on up.

so yea my deep moment led me to this conclusion: fate has this odd way or crossing 2 peoples paths in a way that causes so much mayhem. but these experiences are the ones that make life worth living. its the times that you hurt the most. the times that are the shortest. the times that you look back on and you cant help but smile because you were so happy ~ even though it only lasted a short time. it makes you smile because you learn the most in those times. you grow the most. you realize more things in those short periods of time than you can imagine. and in the end you may be left with nothing but yourself. but it doesnt matter because *this too shall pass* -- and, it*ll be ok.

ok geon always like plays around with me but today he freaked me out. im sorry but if some guy told you he wanted to lift your skirt up and fuck you in the hallway with everyone watching im pretty you would be semi*freaked out too. i know hes just playing but sometimes i wonder.

that got me thinking. guys are so horny. dude everytime i wear a skirt geon comments and its not just him. its most guys. they ask if you are wearing shorts or if they are like landon, they look for themselves to see if you are wearing shorts. not to say i dont like the attention but i mean COME ON... it gets OLD.

me and my math teacher are gonna fight (after me and kevin fight that is) yea he is an ass. he was talking about senior take over day and i asked who was taking over his class and he said *you can jenna, in 4 years when you are a senior* i was like *OMG he just dissed me!!* and then i went off. i was so pissed. but ass master calmed me down. *FOR LIFEEEEEEEE* lol danielle. yessss. choker and ass master ROCK. forever. FOR LIFE. :D

**ANDREA IS MY FAVORITE PERSON FOR TODAY. SHE CLICKS. HAPPY ANDREA? I LOVEEEEEEE YOU LOL**

** RIGHT now im . . . .

- listening to: never heard of it ~ shes over it

- talking to: alex, caroline and kt

- last thing said: yea hes a dumb asshole he just uses people ... it makes me sick -- to alex

- eating/drinking: nothing / water

- wearing: pj pants ; used goods shirt

- planning on doing this later: sleep ; history homework

- thinking: ulcers are NOT MY FRIEND

- downloading: nothing

- wishing: tomorrow would hurry up ;D

- feeling: happy about going tomorrow ~ its something to doooooo

- craving: food - i am one hungry girl

- dreading: doing my homework blah

- anticipating: tomorrow night ~ me, carly and drea are gonna have funnnn. hopefully carly can gooooo... dance sux carly!!!!!!!

** the BEST of today . . .

- class: umm ~ 1st hour i guesssss

- moment: lunch was interesting ...

- quote: *The oppressed without hope are mysteriously quiet. When the conception of change is beyond the limits of the possible, there are no words to articulate discontent so it is sometimes held not to exist.* - Sheila Rowbothan, Woman's Consciousness, Man's World

todays song:the ataris... chris roe rox my world ;) too bad hes married booooo for that ... oh welllll enjoy .......

LOSING STREAK ~ ATARISSSSSSSSS

You only know what you've been taught.

You'll never stop til' you get caught.

You control the future and it's looking bleak.

Seems like we're headed for another losing streak.

And the fire's burning bright

And still we act like everything's all right

"I guess if we ignore it, it'll probably go away."

If you believe that bullshit please see exhibit a.

Forget about friendship, hey! Let's destroy the enemy.

Well if there's one thing that I've learned

My enemies are just as close to me.

You keep your problems deep inside.

You always play that game of run and hide.

Even though they told you to see is to believe,

It didn't take you long to know that looks they can deceive.

Don't give up fighting 'til nothing else stands in your way.

Don't give up talking until there's nothing left to say

But no matter what you do.

Don't ever compromise what you believe.